Thanks Gill
It took me ages to ask this question on this site. I didn't want to upset anyone because you all mean a lot to me:-)
I've tried finding photo's but wedding and alot of old ones must be in the loft, no-one to get them for me.
So I'm just have to do my best, stop trying to rush things and cry if I want to, or shout at his canvas's on the wall.
Thanks all for caring and being there fot me
Love to you all
Roz x:-D